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| Ok folks that's IT!
I spent all night cleaning my room, (which by the way, now look very nice.) And I have come to the conclusion that I need to change, to become a clean freak so I never again have to go through this. To whenever I take off a piece of clothing to put it in the bin, and when I have a load, do it, THEN! the actually THROW AWAY my trash! TO work and DO my homework! To do well in school, to C A R E again. I want to be a warrior but what warrior would keep everything he has in disarray and messiness? What Christian would, that is truly trying to follow God? More so, why should I ask my wife-to-be to put up with it? NO!!!!!
I want everyone who reads this to keep me honest. To badger me, to beat me up, (hire someone to beat me up if you must, I'm sure there are plenty of folks who would love to) To make certain I keep on it. That I live as a man that is moving, not some lazy moron who wont get off his but. Now my friends, pray for me and may God be with me as I get out of this seat. May he help me and guide me. Thank you for your prayers, I love you all, from the bottom of my over-sentimental heart. Weather or not I am annoyed by you at times or what. I love you all. May God keep me in his arms, and you as well.
He who is tired of being tired,
Alden | | |
| She Said Yes. :) | | |
| Ok, update. Yes. I still exist, at least I think. Life moves on school does too, I'm real happy, how 'bout you?... ... ... ok, that was just dumb, but hey I'm tired and dont really know what to type :) I have started reading through the bible again, this time hopefully in 90 days, reading every day with a small fluctuating group and haveing a lot of fun with it. Lets see, the last time I posted was in october so whats new since then? Well Kristina came homw with me for thanksgiving and I went home with her for christmass. I loved it. getting to meet her family and spending so much time with her. The only problem it caused was now that we are back here at harding its utter tourture to not be togeather as much. Needless to say the relationship is going well and things are moveing along. Though I am /sorely/ tempted to shoot the next person who asks if I'm engaged yet. I figure that they'll know when it happens. Overall life is going well. though the ever encroaching graduation date is rather nerve racking. Be praying for me with all the things that i'm getting to decide and everything. Love to all.
In Him
James/Alden | | |
| God has truely blessed me. More than and over and deserving. | | |
| I'm lazy. That must be it. I am lazy and ... and somethin...
I dont wake up on time, and im behind in my classes.
Its like the worst case of apathy i've ever seen.
the only thing I can bring myself to feel about is Kristina.....
Well and God, but isnt that in itself hippocritical of me?
Pray for me my friends I need them. I'm thinking about going to the counseling center to see what they have to say. Maybee something to restart this frazzeld brain....
Its like some subcouncious thing telling me that Its pointless anyway.. no no thants not it.. grr.. I dont know. But I know that I need prayers right now, please help me with that my friends.
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